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Chapter Nineteen
The next morning was much of the same. | awoke to my father's knock, and we made our way to the clearing. He
nudgedinto the clearing and | walked to the stump and sat down. By the t| looked back up, he was
already gone.
"I don't know what the fuck is going on, or what | am supposed to do here." | shook my head and took off my
shoes. | planted my feet and took a cleansing breath. Then | closed my eyes and focused, like my father
explained. The air was a soft, gentle breeze. | felt it dance across my skin. It played with my hair, tangling my
curls as it blew through the clearing. The early morning sun crested the tree tops. | could feel the warming light
hit my skin.
| wiggled my toes in the grass, and it tickled my the bottom of my feet. | opened my hands, palm up on my
knees, and settled deeper on to the stump.
"This is stupid." | opened my eyes and looked around, but was talking to myself." “Is it?" | whirled around to see
my father's grandmother walking towards me.
"How is this possible?"
"Magic, granddaughter, magic." She smiled as she made her way in front ofand then sat down. "Your father
is foolish." She crossed her legs and placed her hands palm up on her knees.
"Why do you say that?"
"Because he had years of training withbefore | stuck him in this clearing with no guidance. You did not."
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"I know, and that is why | am here." She looked atand gestured. "You are in the right position, well, almost.
Get off the damn stump. It's dead, and you need to connect to nature. Not death." | got up and sunk into the
grass and mimicked her, crossing my legs and flipping my hands up. "Better. Now close your eyes. Look inside
yourself. Clear your mind of every thought, ever worry, and focus on your breathing."
"What does this do to connectto nature?"
gone far too She giggled, and | cracked an eye. "Nothing granddaughter, this is connecting you to you. You have
long without knowing your true self. | think it is tyou look inside. Once you know yourself, nature will come
casier."
"I know myself." | sounded a little offended, but she just laughed atagain.
"Do you? Truly? Before you were sent here, you didn't even know you had magic and now, you know yourself...
cgranddaughter. Give it a try."
"Fine." | closed my eyes and silenced my thoughts, which took longer than I would like to admit. Then | waited.
But connecting to myself seemed a little more active than just waiting. So after nothing happening for however
long, | started digging deeper. The deeper | went, the darker it got.
"Where are you?" | don't know what | was looking for, but could feel something waiting.
"Hello Amy." A glant dark wolf walked out of the blackness and sat in front of me. | don't even know how | was
seeing the wolf, but it was like she gave off an inner light. Her golden eyes starred into mine and I lifted a hand. |
touched the crescent moon of white fur on her forehead and I knew this was Nix.
"Hello Nix."
"How do I look?"
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"Big. Bigger than any wolf | have ever seen."
"That's because | am," she chuffed, and then turned to walk away. "You are not done. Keep looking.
| walked deeper into my inner mind and | cacross a brown shaggy wolf that remindedof my mother's
wolf. "Who are you?"
"I am your wolf. Well, one of your wolves." The soft voice rang out and | looked deeper into her blue eyes and
lifted my hand.
"Megan...| have never heard you." | softly stroked her fur.
"lI am not an alpha wolf, so Nix speaks for the both of us."
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and then | felt a spark. | turned, ina
circle, wating fer ind phe to ignite
alain, and then | was running. Deeper
into my very soul and there | found it.